Ego Identity

We all have a ego identity....but everyone's is different based on how we were brought up...how our parents interacted with us as a child until now..I always wondered how some people are so confident regardless of there flaws and how some people are so insecure...to the point when they look in the mirror they see something completely different then everyone else see. thats what made wanna understand why? I realized its our ego identity which is the conscious sense of self that we develop through social interaction.  Its constantly changing due to new experience we inquire daily. so basically its based on what you choose to have take place in your life on the identity you take on for yourself. so does that mean alot of people are insecure because they choose to be? or is it based on things they have gone through that they let impact their sense of thought? idk....something im interested in looking into to understand the whole concept. I feel with determination and focus even a person with the worse insecurities can make a change for the better if they have strong minded people in their life to help them see the good in them instead of all the negative and with time that person will transform into a very confident happy person! just what I believe.

A night's end

well its the end of yet another night and it ended Ok...no complaints..some strange feelings but nothing i cant deal with or get over...ill sleep and open my eyes to yet another good day to start all over again...chilled with my fam...acually still chillin...thinking about how life plays out and stuff...the things we go thru, good and bad but it only makes us strong...my son keeps me sain and strong...makes me wanna better myself a litte more each day and with time I will..goodnite world..until tomorrow!


-Jai

Having Faith

Everything in this world happens for a reason..we just have to take it at face value, figure out the lesson within it and learn from it...instead of trying to make it more the what it is..I have a bad habit of stressing things I have no control over and going out of my element and doing things to force things to happen instead of chilling and just letting it play out..i feel like I've cheated myself out of allot of good times because i was impatient. time is of the essence and its precious and its to short to live it crying stressed and worrying about what you don't have instead of cherishing all that you do have...well I'm over it..its time i live life with a smile and confidence and high hopes for the future...whats suppose to be in my life will be and what doesn't wasn't suppose to be...there's no reason in forcing anything to happen because at the end of the day it will never play out how you want it to because in reality it was never in the mix it was something you forced to be there, therefore it will fail... don't

lesson of the day: enjoy what you have, pay no attention to what you don't and whats meant to be in your life will come sooner or later..just enjoy life until it does!

Aggrevated!

If its not one thing its another....sometimes it feels like we only work to pay bills and have nothing to show for hard working...and then jobs end so easy as if they feel everyone don't need a job..they post a thousand jobs and make it as hard as possible to get the job or set the standards so high that they use the excuse that you don't have enough exp. but how will you ever get exp if no one will give you a chance to get the exp..to prove that you can learn easily and become really good at it..hell better then some that actually have the exp. and everyone wants you to have a college degree when half the ppl that have them don't know have the stuff that the ones that only have a high school education like myself..i feel the economy is messed up because they wont cut ppl a break to get the work done and earn a income...jobs should be a little easier to get so more ppl will be able to work and can afford to actually live! something needs to give asap!